She waits
Staring at
what could be
She waits for
a sound
a smell
a feeling
She’s hopeful
She’s never
discouraged
She knows
one day
what she’s seeking
will come
So
she waits….
Amberley Charlotte ©2023
Photo Cred: Willgard Krause
She waits
Staring at
what could be
She waits for
a sound
a smell
a feeling
She’s hopeful
She’s never
discouraged
She knows
one day
what she’s seeking
will come
So
she waits….
Amberley Charlotte ©2023
Photo Cred: Willgard Krause
When I watch you
I see
every breath
you take
in
and
out
When I watch you
I see a lifetime
of memories
love
struggles
challenges
healing
and rising from
what felt like
our lowest
moments
When I watch you
my body feels
warm
loved
held
seen
and understood
in a way
that no one
has ever
understood me
When I watch you
I see our children
building their lives
out of strength
courage
love
and there you are
watching
because
you see it
too
When I watch you
I feel like
we’ve lived
a million lives together
each one
having an impact
on this one
teaching us
what
and who
to
value
When I watch you
I see
my heart
my soul
the most beautiful pain
the most joyous strength
the most gracious love
in the kindest person
the world
will ever know
When I watch you
I remember
that you have
held me
and loved me
through the screams
the tears
and the agony
of trying to accept
myself
and when
I crumbled
You picked up the pieces
of a broken little girl
When I watch you
my heart sings
because I get to live
this life
with you
I want to pick you up
put you in my pocket
and never
let anything
happen to you
I want to protect you
from your first breath
to your last
and make
everything better
but sometimes
I can’t
My love
I will always be
right here
next to you
holding your hand
waiting
until
you need me
I will always be
here
watching
over you
@Amberley Charlotte 11.23.22
Photo Cred: Candiix Pixabay
I can’t leave you
My heart
My soul
My world
You hurt
I hurt
My chest
burns
My heart
skips
Holding my breath
waiting
for the other shoe
to fall
I have no answers
as to why
I feel helpless
watching you
suffer
At any
moment
life could
change
I can’t stop it
I can’t control it
I can’t fix it
My heart
My soul
Every piece of me
hurts
for every piece of you
that’s hurting
My world
My great love
My heart
©Amberley Charlotte 11.23.22
Photo Cred: Ashley Levinson
I am blessed to have many beautiful souls who inspire me.
This poem paints a beautiful picture of what I yearn for, who I am,
and who I want to be.
Thank you Divine one for the gift of this journey.
I am forever grateful.
Let Me Be A Bridge
Let me be hope
Let me be light
Let me be a bridge
to healing, love, comfort, and acceptance
Let me hold the hands
of those who are hurting
Let me guide the souls
to their loved ones
Let me love
always
Let me shine
forever
Let me
Oh Divine one
Let me
be of service
Amberley Charlotte ©2022
Photo: Larisa K
I can feel you breathe
Shivers up my spine
I gasp
then
sigh
It’s you
Your strength
when the wind
blows
Your power
when the rain
falls
Your roots
dig deep
into my soul
Grounding me
Comforting me
Empowering me
Energy rushing
through my veins
I’m beginning
to feel
alive
again
Life-giver
Oxygen supplier
Natures
shelter
protection
heart
and soul
Inhale
exhale
and again
I can feel you breathe
Amberley Charlotte ©2022
Photo: Stefan Keller Pics
Wounded
Seeking peace
Seeking harmony
Seeking self
Lost
Wandering the caverns
of my heart
Seeking light
Seeking comfort
Seeking
Seeking
Seeking
A journey to my soul
Seeking courage
Seeking Hope
Seeking freedom
From all that weighs me down
From all the doubt
From all the fear
From all the uncertainty
Seeking honesty
Seeking truth
Seeking Me!
Amberley Charlotte @2022
Photo: Daniele Franchi
Transformation
Growth
Change
Pruning a rosebush
Vine by vine
Petal by petal
Letting go
of what
doesn’t serve you
The weight of the world
is on your shoulders
Things you’ve been told
believing they were
there to protect you
Only to find
they kept you
from being
all you were meant
to be
and
all you were meant
to give
to this world
It’s time to
let it go
Life is a journey
The roads are
slippery
icy
and
unstable
at times
Some days you will wonder
how you’ll get through
the day
We hold our breath
and panic
waiting for the
next shoe to drop
We place things
people
and stuff
at the forefront
of our lives
labeling them as
comfort
and support
when really
were worried
to go at it alone
At a cellular level
we don’t believe
we’re capable
of doing it ourselves
so we reach for
comfort
to guide us
when we had
the answers
inside us
along
We live in
what if’s
and
should of’s
We don’t want to be wrong
We don’t want to make mistakes
We live as if
there’s some golden rule
and were getting it wrong
We feel like
contestants on a reality show
but no one tells us
how to play the game
We want a compass
a path
a direction
We need someone
to guide us
to tell us
everything will be OK
if we only do it
this way
But these people
don’t know
the inner workings
of our souls
our deepest fears
our strongest thoughts
What gets us up in the morning
and what keeps us going
Do you want a golden rule?
A path or direction?
Be kind
Be loving
Be considerate
Be compassionate
Be patient
to others and
to yourself
Shine a light
so bright
everyone who
looks at you
will need
sunglasses
Because
at the end of the day
no one knows you
like you do
No one can fix you
No one can heal you
No one can love you
No one can support you
No one can______
like you
can
Sometimes our heart
needs to break
Sometimes our lives
have to turn
upside down
Sometimes
we have to feel
out of control
In order to realize that
only we
can mend our broken hearts
Only we
can rebuild our lives
Only we
can love ourselves
Only we can get to a point
where the opinions of others
don’t matter anymore
But I am different
you say
I’m not like everyone else
If the world truly knew me
they wouldn’t accept me
No
You’re special
You’re wanted
You’re worthy
You light up a room
But the world can’t see that
because you
my friend
are afraid to shine
You are
afraid to sparkle
You are
afraid to let
them see
that you are
magical
majestic
and beautiful
The journey you are on
is courageous
important
necessary
and will
set you free
No matter how painful
No matter how hard
This is exactly
where you’re meant to be
right here
right now
Hold on, dear friend
The sun will shine again
Your heart sing again
Peace
Joy
and
love
will replace
confusion
overwhelm
and fear
Healing
Comfort
Support
and
Love
waits
for you
Trust in this journey
Trust yourself
Trust your intuition
All will be worth it
I promise
Amberley Charlotte @2022
Photo: Susan Del Moore
We meet again
I’ve missed you
I’m sorry
I shut you out
You were there
when no one else was
I slammed the door
but you never left
You were always
watching over me
I was a child
I was scared
I grew up
closed my mind
and put my heart
under lock and key
I tried to protect myself
from the world around me
and locked you out
I never stopped loving you
I carried you
in my heart
every day
When I lost you
I became
a fragmented shell
of a person
drowning
in a sea of emptiness
wondering
if I’d ever find
my way back
to dry land
I tried to fill the holes
but the boat
kept taking on water
and pushing me
farther and farther
out to sea
But you know this
you watched it happen
It had to happen
It’s the only way
I’d realize
I needed to
save myself
I was scared
of drowning
I was even more scared
of not living
The body will float
even if the soul dies
I was dead inside
My focus needed to shift
I needed to start
swimming
Only then would
I see the shore
Only then would
I place my feet
on solid ground
Only then could I
start the journey
home
Change is hard
Treading water is harder
It’s funny
We go through life
doing just enough
to survive
Then we realize
our soul is thirsty
starving in fact
and we want
more
But we’re too afraid
to feed it
to give it
everything it needs
because that requires us
to change
and change is terrifying
We decide
inadvertently
to live a life
of regret
I remember what it felt like
knowing I might
die with regrets
and it was the
worst
feeling
ever
Thank you
for not giving up on me
Thank you
for waiting for me
I know this is
going to take time
But I will feed my soul
I will live my life’s purpose
I will learn life’s lessons
and when I leave this earth
I will leave without regrets
because the work
even though
it’s painful
is worth it
Thank you for loving me
Now it’s time
I do the same
Amberley Charlotte ©2022
Photo: Amberley Charlotte
Trust
Seeing into your heart
Seeing into your soul
A wink from the universe
Warmth
Sun
A painted silhouette
Actions not words
A touch
that sends tingles
not fear
A sunset
The earth’s movement
Honesty
I can see it in your eyes
Don’t be afraid
it is you who
painted that picture
I’m just seeing
what you’re afraid
to show me
Connecting
Soul to soul
Heart to heart
Tear to tear
Can I trust you?
Can I trust myself?
Loving without embarrassment
Loving without fear
Loving without condemnation
Loving without question
Then loving enough
to let go
In weathering the storms
we trust
In seeking answers
we trust
In questioning life
we trust
We trust our hearts
We trust our abilities
We trust the universe
We trust ourselves
We trust our souls connection
The light
within us all
We trust
We love
We shine
Amberley Charlotte ©2022
Photo: Bessi
A blog post from my other blog The Chocolate Poet: https://thechocolatepoet.com/
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Angels are watching over me
Laying on a blanket
looking up at the stars
The sky is a jet stream of
beautifully painted purple hues
I can see myself in the reflection
I see love
Divine love
Pure love
Angels are watching
over me
Their arms wide open
welcoming me home
Is that angel dust
falling from the sky?
The sun is bright yellow
and warm
I feel loved
I see Castles in the sky
while the song plays in my head
Angels
Castles
Healing visions of love
Amberley Charlotte ©2022
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